Ohhhhh.

Yeahhhh Yeah.

Really wish i could.

If only someone could unbreak my heart
Come relieve my pain
Somehow I could wish upon a star
and make all of the memories go away,

but my mind just keeps on going back
and I can't help but think about
that guy that's gon make me miss out on you
And I can't help but remember
about that sad day in September
The day he took my heart with him when he left.
Ohhhhh.

See eventually I will get through this,
but right now it seems my heart's in the way.
I apologize of the way that I treat you
but I gotta leave you,
unless somehow I come across a case of amnesia, amnesia, amnesia.
(to forget, to forget, to forget the heartache)
Amnesia, amnesia, amnesia.
(to forget, to forget, to forget the pain)
Amnesia, amnesia, amnesia.
(and i think, and i think it'll make things better)

I gotta leave ya I gotta leave you.

I tryed to leave the past behind me
but it just hurts so bad. Ohhh.
and i tell myself please don't cry,
let it go and let the past be the past.

but my mind just keeps on going back
And I cant help but think about
that guy that's gon make me miss out on you.
And I can't help but remember about that sad day in September
when ya took my heart and just ran away! ohhh

See eventually I will get through this,
but right now it seems my heart's in the way.
I apologize of the way that I treat you
but I gotta leave you,
unless somehow I come across a case of amnesia, amnesia, amnesia.
(to forget, to forget, to forget the heartache)
Amnesia, amnesia, amnesia.
(to forget, to forget, to forget the pain)
Amnesia, amnesia, amnesia.
(and i think it'll make, it'll make things better)

I gotta leave ya, I gotta leave you.

Everytime you try to get closer to me
I'm fallin back cuz I can't go down this road again
memories won't go away
constantly in control of my life
I don't wanna erase it all
and forget about it all!

See eventually I will get through this,
but right now it seems my heart's in the way.
I apologize of the way that I treat you
but I gotta leave you,
unless I come across a case of amnesia

See eventually I will get through this,
but right now it seems my heart's in the way.
I apologize of the way that I treat you
but I gotta leave you,
unless somehow I come across a case of amnesia, amnesia, amnesia.
(to forget, to forget, to forget the heartache)
Amnesia, amnesia, amnesia.
(to forget, to forget, to forget the pain)
Amnesia, amnesia, amnesia.
(and i think it'll make, it'll make things better)

I gotta leave ya, I gotta leave you.

I was sooo excited when i saw this video, coz i have been waiting fer it like forever. That && also since Trey Songz is in it, so thats what i've been doin all day long watching videos apart from reading fan-fictions of course. I needed to update aniwaes so here i am with a new update, i like ne-yo's new album "The Year of the Gentleman" i think thats what its called. I've heard some of the tracks of the album and i have to say ne-yo has come back with another great one. Apart from that i definitely cannot wait fer Trey Songz new joint too!! yup2..

Aiite so its obvious i have nothing else better to do than update about a video, thats bcoz i don't have nothing much to say. My life is as mundane as ever, all i'm excited about is when Bb comes back this coming monday that && also i'll be starting my new job on monday too. Bb says he'll fetch me after work so i'm practically over the moon, i miss him too much already. You guys can bet i'll be having him on lock-down, no more going to overseas fer him!! None i tell ya! He cannot go and leave me here looking like i lost my cat, i'm sooo bored i cld die because of it!

So anyways Bestie got a new job too! At a daycare centre in Ubi, thats just like awesome! i can't wait to go shopping with her!! She said the job is quite hard coz u gotta have patience especially dealing with kids and babies too! It must be hard taking care of someone else's responsibilities, I wish her all the best though. I also told her that she can help me take a look out fer yan, since she work so near my Bb's house.

Onto other things, i realised that in this generation a lot of people are getting married mad young like its going out of style. I really just don't get why? why are they in such a hurry to get married? I mean what are they rushing to get to? I get that maybe they have been with their Boo's for so long but i have been with Yan fer quite sometime too does that mean we have to get married too? I mean get this some of them got married at the age of 18-20 & i'm 20 this year and i just feel that there are lot of things i still wanna achieve. Plus i still want my freedom, i definitely am not ready to be a wife let alone a Mother, in fact looking at my mother i feel very insecure. Even my cousin who got married early this year, his 30 and his wife is 20. When my aunt told me that i was like, Say What?? and she told me that the girl is the one who wanted to get married quickly, i was still basking with the fact that she was the one who initiated to get married early.

Forget the ones that are "instant" marriage because well they don't really have a choice, but the ones that are willing are just something i'm still trying to understand. Some of them don't even have the means and they're rushing the marriage, when i mean the means that means the ones that aren't financially stable yet. Its soo irritating! Why i say this is because you are putting a burden on your parents, yes your parents are the ones with the loans just so YOU can get married and if your the guy that's even worse! You should have saved ENOUGH money so that you won't bother your parents. I mean u know u have just finished your NS, which means your carreer has just started, that makes u FINANCIALLY UNSTABLE! How can you not think all this beforehand?? Wow.. so irresponsible. I sympathise with the parents.. i hope i learn from this and not make the same mistake because i of course do not want to burden my mother anymore.

Aiite enuff about this, i'm getting worked up about something that has nothing to do with me.


i'm outs.


urs tRuly,


♥ ct.riaH. ♥


♥ I finished crying in the instant that you left. And I can't remember where or when or how. And I banished every memory you and I have ever made. ♥

In the bus

KakNa's friend who was the one who had the free tickets, Maisarah is the name.

Kakna was very into the whole celebrations. coz she was the one who blew fer us our "lollipop" baloon.
10 to 11 thousand people show up fer this. (if i'm not mistaken)

the sponsors up at the stage.

look at how BIG their smiles are..

ooh.. seems like that guy, wants a bite of Kakna's sandwich.

my all time favourite from LJS, Combo 1 please and the nachos cheese on the side.
we sat at the white section, hence us showing the white side of the "lollipop" balloon.

the product of us taking part in making the singapore flags with our "lollipop"balloon.

It rained on us, so KakNa was quick to take out the "Ponchor" that was provided inside the goody bag that they gave us.
I told u she was soo into the celebration.
Bestie is just being the typical drama-queen that she is.
The parachuters. It looks fun.

The SG Flag!!

I love this!! It was sooo Beautiful!

It was like somwhow Allah knew we were celebrating our nation's berfday and blessed us with a rainbow after the rain.

nightfall and all we can do is anticipate the fireworks.

there it is!!!!

unfortunately by the time the fireworks came my camera battery went flat on me, i had other shots but all of them were blurred and ugly. So yah... My bad yall... oh &&in case yall were wondering this wasn't the NDP at Marina Bay. This was the picnic celebration at the padang that Young NTUC organised.. It was fun though, but this one BIG Malay Family sitting right behind us was damn kecoh and LOUD. Literally.. When i said BIG, i meant they were like more then 10 of them there... Their Nenek & Atok also came..

So aniwaes.. i think i shall stop here with this update. Wait fer it people.

urs truly,
♥ ct.riaH ♥

♥ So let them pull,Let them pull at the seams.Don't they know what it means,To be young and in love like that? Who are they to decide If it's wrong, if it's right? To be young and in love like that? ♥