Friday, September 05, 2008

I was sooo excited when i saw this video, coz i have been waiting fer it like forever. That && also since Trey Songz is in it, so thats what i've been doin all day long watching videos apart from reading fan-fictions of course. I needed to update aniwaes so here i am with a new update, i like ne-yo's new album "The Year of the Gentleman" i think thats what its called. I've heard some of the tracks of the album and i have to say ne-yo has come back with another great one. Apart from that i definitely cannot wait fer Trey Songz new joint too!! yup2..

Aiite so its obvious i have nothing else better to do than update about a video, thats bcoz i don't have nothing much to say. My life is as mundane as ever, all i'm excited about is when Bb comes back this coming monday that && also i'll be starting my new job on monday too. Bb says he'll fetch me after work so i'm practically over the moon, i miss him too much already. You guys can bet i'll be having him on lock-down, no more going to overseas fer him!! None i tell ya! He cannot go and leave me here looking like i lost my cat, i'm sooo bored i cld die because of it!

So anyways Bestie got a new job too! At a daycare centre in Ubi, thats just like awesome! i can't wait to go shopping with her!! She said the job is quite hard coz u gotta have patience especially dealing with kids and babies too! It must be hard taking care of someone else's responsibilities, I wish her all the best though. I also told her that she can help me take a look out fer yan, since she work so near my Bb's house.

Onto other things, i realised that in this generation a lot of people are getting married mad young like its going out of style. I really just don't get why? why are they in such a hurry to get married? I mean what are they rushing to get to? I get that maybe they have been with their Boo's for so long but i have been with Yan fer quite sometime too does that mean we have to get married too? I mean get this some of them got married at the age of 18-20 & i'm 20 this year and i just feel that there are lot of things i still wanna achieve. Plus i still want my freedom, i definitely am not ready to be a wife let alone a Mother, in fact looking at my mother i feel very insecure. Even my cousin who got married early this year, his 30 and his wife is 20. When my aunt told me that i was like, Say What?? and she told me that the girl is the one who wanted to get married quickly, i was still basking with the fact that she was the one who initiated to get married early.

Forget the ones that are "instant" marriage because well they don't really have a choice, but the ones that are willing are just something i'm still trying to understand. Some of them don't even have the means and they're rushing the marriage, when i mean the means that means the ones that aren't financially stable yet. Its soo irritating! Why i say this is because you are putting a burden on your parents, yes your parents are the ones with the loans just so YOU can get married and if your the guy that's even worse! You should have saved ENOUGH money so that you won't bother your parents. I mean u know u have just finished your NS, which means your carreer has just started, that makes u FINANCIALLY UNSTABLE! How can you not think all this beforehand?? Wow.. so irresponsible. I sympathise with the parents.. i hope i learn from this and not make the same mistake because i of course do not want to burden my mother anymore.

Aiite enuff about this, i'm getting worked up about something that has nothing to do with me.


i'm outs.


urs tRuly,


♥ ct.riaH. ♥


♥ I finished crying in the instant that you left. And I can't remember where or when or how. And I banished every memory you and I have ever made. ♥