Sunday, June 29, 2008
♥ What Da hell??
ok i'm fucking pissed! my dad is like soo annoying!! he gave our pc a virus!!! i have to reboot my pc becoz my anti virus trial has expired. so now i'm using the laptop instead and i hate using it, coz its damn "leceh" i mean i only like the fact that i can lie down on my bed with it but other than that its too freaking troublesome. i feel like chocking my dad, now i really can't update my pix, ok so i've been PROCRASTINATING the task but thats what i do. who would have thought i be in this predicament?
other than the fact that he gave the pc a virus, his also been hogging the damn pc the whole damn day for the past 2 weeks!!! i mean common, give it a break will ya?? haizzzz..
aiite, aiite imma stop.
i'll deal with the pc lata.
guess what i wanna talk about???
This pic......
how ignorant can u be Chris???
seriously....
and honestly who told you that fohawk was cute?? what happened to you chris brown? i'm dissapointed, i've long past gotten over the fact that u have bad taste in girls but common??? this whole trying to be grown shit is becuming annoying. the fact that u can be ignorant is a fucking turn off and plus ur CONTRADICTING urself boy. saying something u won't do and doing the exact same thing you said u wont be doing. ya know what, FUCK IT. i aint even gonna stress it.
i didn't get to see the BET awards, due to the fact that i aint got any cable but i saw a few bit here and there on the internet. congratulations fer winning best male artist award chris, i'm not sure u deserve it coz i wld have been glad if Trey Songz won instead but hey its ur luck.
i didn't really enjoy ur performance coz i was hoping fer moore but its aiite i guess coz i realised that ur heads gotten to BIG with all the attention u've been getting from ur lil FLING with ya-know-who so u were to preoccupied.
here's the video btw...
No i don't deny his dance mooves were awesome, and yes if ur wondering thats ciara. i was just hoping moore like he did on MTV Music awards last year. but its like what ever, ya know. i still can't stand his FOHAWK though. aiite enough talking about C.B fer now.
if u already don't know i'm actually looking fer a new job and i've been applying like crazy fer different types of positions, but i've been getting no response back so its getting frustrating. my latest application is at NUS but this time with my aunt's recommendation. i'm not sure if i'll get it but i'm praying hard i will. i need a new job soo bad. so here's me praying real hard. my last resort would be calling this agent's no. from my sister's friend, its like kelly services and job recruitment only not. so lets just hope i get the job at NUS, coz then it be a stable one since its a government job.
ooh i'm in loove with the new song on my blog. hehe.. and TYGA is FINE as hell. x'cept that he has too many tattoos, i mean i like them but not too much but hey to each his own.
oh yah i forgot to mention that on early june my family celebrated my 2nd sis berfday and since she was feeling generous kakna treated us (minus my dad though) to swensens in TM. yeah yeul i never saw u on that day!!! neither u or zimah. but i have to say it was damn pack. and big sis cldn't stop teasing me and this guy who was serving us. damn irritating. ok lah da guy was cute and kinda adorable coz he kept smiling this amusing smile like i got a sign that says "hey look at me, i'm a CLOWN" stamped across my forehead. WTF?? but whatever... and before u ask me, no i don't know his name nor do i remember his face now. but i did remember him looking younger than me but i'm not sure. so yeah...
oh well i'm not really too fond of guys right now, so i don't give two shits. no i don't want to talk about the BF, so lets not bother. i rather focus on getting my life on track again and then i'll deal with my misfortunes and why i'm such an idiot when it comes to him. so whoever is currently single, be content and go be happy with yourselves. learn to love yourself fully before you wanna jump into the next r'ship. trust me this is the best advise i'm giving yall. if you really don't believe me read this and tell me what you think??
Guys,
do u realize that the girl who is holding onto u now is PERFECT in her own special way? The way she laughs.. The way she sleeps.. The way she sulks.. The way she smiles.. The way she cries.. The way she thinks of you.. The way she tries to please you... The way she sacrifices for you.. The way she wants to understand you.. The way she's lovin you with all her heart!
Always remember that. She can always get up and walk away, getting someone else who can loves her more. There might be someone out there... who is willing to love her more than you are loving her now, fulfill her every needs and loves her as much as she loves you. or maybe loves her more than she loves you.. but definitely lovin her more than u do! For all you know, there might be already someone out there wooing her, be it from a distance or as a gentleman.. But she is rejecting, coz she believes in perfect love... for whom she will share her joys n tears together.. for whom she will promise to be faithful.. for whom she will commit herself into you..
To her,you're her perfect love!
Understand that guys, you might be thinking that the love is fading.. you can't find the freshness between the two of you.. everything is stale to you now.. everywhere seems the same to you.. you say "been there done that". so u went off looking for another...
Imagine this.. Behind her back, you're hugging and kissing another girl.. When you see her today, u do the same.. but you still see love in her eyes.. while others are just some flings. Do you feel the hurt? Can you feel the guilt?
For you must know... every new thing brings an excitement to us.. only to find the boredoom n sickness of it after we're so used being together.. She might not be feeling the hurt now, coz she won't know.. She might be feeling something's not right, coz she can sense.. but she's still holding on to you,
Not becoz she's stupid, not becoz she's dumb, not becoz she's a fool.. but becoz.. she believes u will not break her glass heart.. she believes u will not let her tears flow.. she believes u will keep your promises.. she believes this is love! She loves you not because you are pleasant looking, a sweet talker, or that you have the 5cs..
She loves you for who you are. Your every touch, every word you say, everything you do. She was born here imperfect.. everyone does! Only what she wants from u is almost perfect! and she knows she can't do it alone... it needs two hands to clap...
Guys,
For her, being the upmost girlfriend is to endure your every moves, your every moodswings, your every words.. and actions. Even dealing with the most unbearable pain she will bear it for your sake.. But once she knows that the time is up, she will leave you.. with the most unforgettable painful memories u both had, from the sweetest to the very last moment she had to leave, bcoz of
ur
doings..
Guys,
Cherish and appreciate your girl. Don't break her fragile heart. She is the only one who can love you this way. You won't wanna regret letting go of that special girl you have. For everything she has done for you, the least you can do is to give her unconditional love as she has given to you.. coz u should know, her love and sacrifice doesn't mean forever, when she had finally realised.. you not worth her love, she will leave u for the one whowell- deserved her love..
Guys,
dun ever leave the one u love, for the one u like.. coz one day.. the one u like will leave u, for the one they love...
after reading this i felt really unappreciated and very depressed. im sure a lot of you girls can relate to this. i dowant to be judgemental but its true, we woman are always discriminated by man and the sickening part is, we can't live with them and neither can we live without them. i feel soo conflicted but thats life yo, u win some, u lose some but in this case we woman are always at a weaker end.
a shame though.. REAL shame. i don't even want to think about it, so lemme stop here and go about my merry way.
peace.
♥ ct.riaH ♥
♥ All I know is baby, I try and try so hard ,To keep our love alive. If you dont' know me at this point, Then I highly doubt you ever will. I really need you to give me that unconditional love, I used to feel. And I keep on telling myself ,that you'll come back around, And I try to front like "Oh well", Each time you let me down. ♥
other than the fact that he gave the pc a virus, his also been hogging the damn pc the whole damn day for the past 2 weeks!!! i mean common, give it a break will ya?? haizzzz..
aiite, aiite imma stop.
i'll deal with the pc lata.
guess what i wanna talk about???
This pic......
how ignorant can u be Chris???
seriously....
and honestly who told you that fohawk was cute?? what happened to you chris brown? i'm dissapointed, i've long past gotten over the fact that u have bad taste in girls but common??? this whole trying to be grown shit is becuming annoying. the fact that u can be ignorant is a fucking turn off and plus ur CONTRADICTING urself boy. saying something u won't do and doing the exact same thing you said u wont be doing. ya know what, FUCK IT. i aint even gonna stress it.
i didn't get to see the BET awards, due to the fact that i aint got any cable but i saw a few bit here and there on the internet. congratulations fer winning best male artist award chris, i'm not sure u deserve it coz i wld have been glad if Trey Songz won instead but hey its ur luck.
i didn't really enjoy ur performance coz i was hoping fer moore but its aiite i guess coz i realised that ur heads gotten to BIG with all the attention u've been getting from ur lil FLING with ya-know-who so u were to preoccupied.
here's the video btw...
No i don't deny his dance mooves were awesome, and yes if ur wondering thats ciara. i was just hoping moore like he did on MTV Music awards last year. but its like what ever, ya know. i still can't stand his FOHAWK though. aiite enough talking about C.B fer now.
if u already don't know i'm actually looking fer a new job and i've been applying like crazy fer different types of positions, but i've been getting no response back so its getting frustrating. my latest application is at NUS but this time with my aunt's recommendation. i'm not sure if i'll get it but i'm praying hard i will. i need a new job soo bad. so here's me praying real hard. my last resort would be calling this agent's no. from my sister's friend, its like kelly services and job recruitment only not. so lets just hope i get the job at NUS, coz then it be a stable one since its a government job.
ooh i'm in loove with the new song on my blog. hehe.. and TYGA is FINE as hell. x'cept that he has too many tattoos, i mean i like them but not too much but hey to each his own.
oh yah i forgot to mention that on early june my family celebrated my 2nd sis berfday and since she was feeling generous kakna treated us (minus my dad though) to swensens in TM. yeah yeul i never saw u on that day!!! neither u or zimah. but i have to say it was damn pack. and big sis cldn't stop teasing me and this guy who was serving us. damn irritating. ok lah da guy was cute and kinda adorable coz he kept smiling this amusing smile like i got a sign that says "hey look at me, i'm a CLOWN" stamped across my forehead. WTF?? but whatever... and before u ask me, no i don't know his name nor do i remember his face now. but i did remember him looking younger than me but i'm not sure. so yeah...
oh well i'm not really too fond of guys right now, so i don't give two shits. no i don't want to talk about the BF, so lets not bother. i rather focus on getting my life on track again and then i'll deal with my misfortunes and why i'm such an idiot when it comes to him. so whoever is currently single, be content and go be happy with yourselves. learn to love yourself fully before you wanna jump into the next r'ship. trust me this is the best advise i'm giving yall. if you really don't believe me read this and tell me what you think??
do u realize that the girl who is holding onto u now is PERFECT in her own special way? The way she laughs.. The way she sleeps.. The way she sulks.. The way she smiles.. The way she cries.. The way she thinks of you.. The way she tries to please you... The way she sacrifices for you.. The way she wants to understand you.. The way she's lovin you with all her heart!
Always remember that. She can always get up and walk away, getting someone else who can loves her more. There might be someone out there... who is willing to love her more than you are loving her now, fulfill her every needs and loves her as much as she loves you. or maybe loves her more than she loves you.. but definitely lovin her more than u do! For all you know, there might be already someone out there wooing her, be it from a distance or as a gentleman.. But she is rejecting, coz she believes in perfect love... for whom she will share her joys n tears together.. for whom she will promise to be faithful.. for whom she will commit herself into you..
To her,you're her perfect love!
Understand that guys, you might be thinking that the love is fading.. you can't find the freshness between the two of you.. everything is stale to you now.. everywhere seems the same to you.. you say "been there done that". so u went off looking for another...
Imagine this.. Behind her back, you're hugging and kissing another girl.. When you see her today, u do the same.. but you still see love in her eyes.. while others are just some flings. Do you feel the hurt? Can you feel the guilt?
For you must know... every new thing brings an excitement to us.. only to find the boredoom n sickness of it after we're so used being together.. She might not be feeling the hurt now, coz she won't know.. She might be feeling something's not right, coz she can sense.. but she's still holding on to you,
Not becoz she's stupid, not becoz she's dumb, not becoz she's a fool.. but becoz.. she believes u will not break her glass heart.. she believes u will not let her tears flow.. she believes u will keep your promises.. she believes this is love! She loves you not because you are pleasant looking, a sweet talker, or that you have the 5cs..
She loves you for who you are. Your every touch, every word you say, everything you do. She was born here imperfect.. everyone does! Only what she wants from u is almost perfect! and she knows she can't do it alone... it needs two hands to clap...
Guys,
For her, being the upmost girlfriend is to endure your every moves, your every moodswings, your every words.. and actions. Even dealing with the most unbearable pain she will bear it for your sake.. But once she knows that the time is up, she will leave you.. with the most unforgettable painful memories u both had, from the sweetest to the very last moment she had to leave, bcoz of
ur
doings..
Guys,
Cherish and appreciate your girl. Don't break her fragile heart. She is the only one who can love you this way. You won't wanna regret letting go of that special girl you have. For everything she has done for you, the least you can do is to give her unconditional love as she has given to you.. coz u should know, her love and sacrifice doesn't mean forever, when she had finally realised.. you not worth her love, she will leave u for the one whowell- deserved her love..
Guys,
dun ever leave the one u love, for the one u like.. coz one day.. the one u like will leave u, for the one they love...
after reading this i felt really unappreciated and very depressed. im sure a lot of you girls can relate to this. i dowant to be judgemental but its true, we woman are always discriminated by man and the sickening part is, we can't live with them and neither can we live without them. i feel soo conflicted but thats life yo, u win some, u lose some but in this case we woman are always at a weaker end.
a shame though.. REAL shame. i don't even want to think about it, so lemme stop here and go about my merry way.
peace.
♥ ct.riaH ♥
♠ And she feel loved__++
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